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Early November
Sometimes I wonder what you're doing now,
If you've travelled or found love again,
But the truth is I don't really want to know,
Somethings are better left unsaid,
I choose ignorance over wanting to be dead,
And when the only friends I have,
Live inside my head,
It burns me under my skin to hear the voice inside whispering thoughts to me,
Where yours should be instead
You know, a week before we broke up, do you remember?
I had bought a book of poetry,
It must've been early november,
You asked why I didn’t read something more interesting,
More upbeat and less heartbreaking,
I felt my insides splinter,
Only your words can turn my blood to dust in the dead of winter,
I didn't know my heart could ache before I met you
I saw past that,
I saw past everything that you did,
Every time you made me feel stupid,
Every cut and bruise,
Darling, my life revolved around you
You used to tell me "I love you",
I tried saying it in the mirror to myself the other day,
But it sounded wrong without your mouth wrapped around it,
My skin crawls when the reality kicks in,
You might not ever say it to me again,
My life is a sad song without my best friend
I have never had so many bad nights,
Sitting in bed, completely alone,
The clothes you left here still smell like you,
It's kind of fucked up that they still smell like home
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