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Jump Ship
If the good die young,
I would live forever,
That can't be true,
I can't see myself living past december
No one hates me more than I hate myself,
I'm disgusted with how i've handled the cards I've been dealt,
Most nights I wish that this would all end,
Instead of my thoughts constantly burning through my head
I'm lost at sea,
With every breath I sink further,
How did I become this?
I'm sorry I disappointed you,
Mother, father,
When did my thoughts put a gun in my hands?
Do I shoot myself?
Let the demons win?
The barrel pressed to my temple,
I can almost taste the end
I never thought that I could dive so low,
A short drop and a sudden stop,
Might be all that my future holds,
How did I become everything I hate in the world
And if I leave this place,
Hold back your tears,
You should've cried them instead of turning your back to what you fear,
As I sank deeper and deeper,
You should've remembered that I don't know how to swim,
How could you make the decision to disappear?
But then again I don't blame you or anyone else for leaving,
The mess that I've made is my own,
Toxic and polluting,
I'm glad you jumped overboard when you did,
You might have went down with the ship
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